I'm going to call it the hate bug or depression bug. The brief, and not so brief snippets of my friends lives i have seen lately has lead me to believe we all have the Hate Bug and i think we all need to go to rehab. aka all run away to a place with barely anything, set up tent and just have fun for a few days.
Though i don't think it will be for awhile. maybe, if we can plan something then maybe we can all get through this together knowing that we all have something good to look forward to. together.
Though i suppose i sound positive and a little happy right now. i'm not. this is exactly what you see when i'm struggling to cope. I'm even starting to lose my composure at work now. And after another horrible fight with steven last night, i just hate myself more.
It's hard digging yourself out of a hole when you can't see the top.
Yes! We should make plans to get everyone together again. Maybe go to Mangaweka? :)
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