Hi Rose and Rachel! (as far as i can tell you are the only two who still go to blogger)
Lots of things have happened since i last posted. lots i won't want to repeat on here and lots of stuff just sounds like i haven't been up to much anyway.
I still don't have any friends to hang out with. Things are still off and on with steven. I still love and hate my job. I still miss home, my friends and family. And i still get depressed that i won't ever see another frosty bulls morning.
Things that have happened; i'm in my second to last kitchen for this year, i have a second piercing in each ear, thinking about more and thinking about a tattoo and saving for a motorbike.
I applied for leave at the end of next month to visit my parents. Hopefully you guys will want to see me too. Only had about 3 or 4 people reply to the post i made, so most of 'the group' probably hate me now.
I'm planning to take my dedication ritual in just under 2 years, when i turn 21 so i can call myself a witch. I'm currently studying everything i can about paganism and magical properties of everything from colours and herbs to stones.
I'm going to start writing a novel to publish and i'm determined to complete NaNoWriMo in November. I have about a million story ideas i just have to start writing them.
I also won two medals at the culinary fare. Gold and silver. Gold for Hot presented cold static dish (which i had a shit load of help to do) and silver in the live apprentice competition. For the live, i arrived late and one of the executive chefs drove me. Which is rather embarrassing. He was nice though and offered to get me off work that day. But i said i could still do it. For the competitions i stayed behind every day at work for a week or so and the night before my static i left work then came back at 10pm, worked till 5am, got into a van with the other apprentices entering, put the dish on display, went back to work and worked till 3.30pm. I then stayed till around 9pm practicing for the live in the morning.
I had spent 24 hours at work, with a couple hours out at the fare and i had about 4 hours sleep that night before i had to go off to my live. After all that, i was only 2 points behind the other skycity apprentice who had entered. not too bad but i felt like death.
might write more later. probably won't as it seems no one cares anyway.
firstly - WOOHOO I'm SOOOO glad you posted!!!!
ReplyDeletethat makes two of us with the no friends to hang out with. It makes you realise how easy things were back at school!
I miss you too. Especially times in Creative Catering.
I would LOVE to catch up with you when you come back. Although I have really no idea where I'll be or what I'll be doing. And I wouldn't stress about 'most of the group', I doubt they HATE you, they have no reason to! 'most of the group' don't even KNOW me!
the novel sounds wonderful. It's something I've always wanted to do - unlike you though I just need something to write about!
congrats on the medals! That really is amazing :) A LOT of effort.
"it seems no one cares anyway" absolute BS! And yes, I will call you up on that everytime you say it so don't even think it! OF COURSE people care.
*hug* :)
Hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI still read it too! (and have a private blog which occasionally post on!)
I would love to see you when you come back! It has been WAY to long!
Wow, congrats about the medals!
Yay!!! So happy you posted!
Also, wow about becoming a witch!
I'm so glad you're posting again!! I guess that makes three of us, having no friends where we are :/ I miss everyone lots too and I kinda wish we could all be back at high school again! You have to come visit me when you get off work. I miss you :) Remember what you said to me a while ago, about turning up to school in leather on a motorbike? :D You should totally do that :P
ReplyDeleteI don't think the group hates you. It probably just feels like it because you haven't seen them in ages, but there are still people who like you, I know. I think we need a big get together at the end of this year/beginning or of next year.
We should def do NaNoWriMo together! I finish uni on October 31st so that's perfect timing :D
please write more!!
hey i am still here i dont post anymore but i still check often its great to hear you are doing well. i miss you and sure as hell dont hate you and am looking forward to your visit and hope we can hang out
ReplyDeleteand i am also trying nanowrimo if i have enough time lol
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