The last few days i haven't been very motivated to do anything other than just play games on facebook, so i have decided to start what i will call 'Operation Motivation' because it sounds cool. This is going to be all about getting me slowly used to doing things, other than sitting on my butt all day, that will help move me towards completing one of my dreams/wants/goals. Before i go any further however i would like to clarify a few things about this blog.
So far i have gone through my life being very thoroughly average and avoiding doing anything interesting with my life. I've heard stories from friends and strangers about the awesome things they have done and wished i could be the same interesting person they are. I've looked at all the kids who get straight excellences at school, that get to be house leader or school president and wished i could be like them and succeed. I've never wanted to be average, frankly i don't think anyone wants to be that, yet whenever i get the chance to do something interesting i avoid it or wimp out or i just don't put myself up to the challenge. I want that to change now, to actually get up and do the things i want to in life and not get left out and have any more regrets. This blog is to help me keep motivated and to remind myself of that.
Rose, you said in your blog that you don't have a proper dream or anything that achieving it would be a highlight of your life.
My dreams which i post here, won't necessarily be an absolute highlight of my life and nor are they all really proper 'dreams' as such. Some things are just things i want, i would like, i think would be fun or cool to do or try etc. and i most definitely won't start pooping rainbows and happiness by completing them. So far i have just said the bigger things, but i will eventually get to the smaller stuff too like: 'i want to get a motorbike' or 'i want ice cream'
Everyone has dreams, wants and goals, even if you don't recognise it consciously. And if remember correctly, i was very good friends with a girl who last year wanted to go to university so much that nothing anyone could say would stop her. She is now at uni, and seeming to have a blast.
Wasn't that a dream?
Which is now complete?
And wouldn't the next 'dream' be to finish her B.A. ?
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