*snore*

WAY too tired to say much right now. My parents visited in the weekend which was awesome, i miss them so much. They even managed to stumble across me while i was in my uniform and 'working'

yea i really need a nap time now. Screw making a proper dinner for later...... i'm hungry........... *snores*

Rare Day

when i actually feel kinda loved. Even though it didn't start very well, the last few hours have made me feel great. Talking to a few people who i have shared so many happy memories with is purely awesome.
A bit sad to hear how the group is though. Nothings changed, in fact a certain aspect seems to have gotten worse. However i hope that the person involved remembers they can always talk to me as i went through the same torture last year and i will always understand how you feel even when the others don't agree. After all that's what TRUE friends are about, and what the group started out being.

I wish i could go back to the days where everyone got along, the people who had problems kept it between themselves and no one had the final say. We all got along back then.

At least i have found out who my true friends are in the last year or so, remarkably it is actually most of the group, as always though it's the small few that ruin it for everyone else.

i REALLY want to go on a camping trip again though. I miss mangaweka and westwood. Probably will always be the best summers i ever had.

Rage Mo**** F****** RAGE!!!!!!

Well i paid for a nice clock on trade me to give as a gift to my mum. I also paid for it to be delivered...

WELL IT'S NOT GETTING BLOODY DELIVERED!!!!!!!


Why?!!!!

Because New Zealand post is bloody retarded that's why.

The clock by itself is only JUST inside their size requirements and it's over their maximum weight so therefore it should have been sent by courier but according to NZ post it wasn't and so therefore their postie did the 'right thing' by not going into the office to drop it off (like what is supposed to happen in this building)
So now i'm supposed to go into ponsonby, spend MORE money and waste MORE time getting there even though i paid for it to be delivered to my f****** building!

It will be impossible getting there because i can't get there before 1pm on week days and they close at 11am on saturday, not even open on sunday either.

why must they be so difficult!!!!!!! i asked them to deliver it to another post office but they WON'T because apparently they just don't do that...... and they don't redeliver either......

This is our NATIONAL POST FFS PEOPLE! why are they so stupid and unreliable!!!!!

On the subject of pizza

I can't help but always go for the easiest and fastest thing to cook lately, which often ends up being sausages, pizza, Mcdonalds etc. it's pretty unhealthy and i think i'm actually putting on weight for the first time ever.

I don't want to sound too concerned about it, because it probably is a good thing i am putting on weight, but it's weird having my stomach and his slightly poking over my jeans. i even caught steven repeatedly poking my back fat a few days ago while we were cuddling.

This is probably the most boring blog post ever so i will just stop here XD

Quick note to my friends

You guys ALL rock, you are the kindest most caring people i have ever met. You are all beautiful and funny, unique and smart, and i miss you all like hell.
You have all helped me through really rough times, even if you don't know you have. The tiniest thing helps.

i cannot say it enough, but thank you, for EVERYTHING

sooo....

Once again it's been awhile since i wrote. I've sort of lost my enthusiasm for writing random crap about my life to pretty much no one. I haven't been up to much either, other than moving into the butchery kitchen at work which is odd to say the least. Steven's Boss and his boss's gf have been sleeping on our floor for a week now because they can't find their own place and it's been pissing me off like hell.
i have to get up for work at 2am so i can start at 4, for this i really need to be in bed at around 6 or 7pm so i can get enough sleep. Yet steven doesn't normally get home till about 8. Now i could sort of deal with that, BUT the problem is, is that stevens boss decides to stay out even later and not getting back till after 10pm and since he doesn't have a key to get into our place he has to ring steven so he can be let in waking up both steven and me.
It doesn't end there either. When they get in, they turn on all the lights and talk REALLY loudly and stay up for another hour or so. Making me only have about 3 or 4 hours sleep, which is in no way good when i start falling asleep on my feet at work.
pretty annoying huh? well it gets worse. seriously
They constantly drink and leave half empty cans and bottles around the place,
They stuffed our tiny fridge full of their alcohol so we can't fit our food in,
They leave their clothes lying around in our bathroom,
They haven't helped with dishes ONCE,
OR any other cleaning
All their stuff piled beside the door so it's impossible to get in and out of the apartment/our bathroom,
Their air bed uses up most of the limited floor space we have and i trip over it everyday
They left metal utensils and knives in my frying pan and therefore scratching the Teflon....
One morning they left the iron on all day

Now for the icing on the top of the biggest poo cake.....

One morning......

They used Stevens computer and our internet bandwidth for looking up porn.....

serious. no jokes.

worst people to have stay? i think so

Obviously lazy

Well that was the biggest flop ever. i lost motivation after the first day and haven't been able to dredge up anymore since.
Life is too busy right now and i'm sturggling to stay awake with the few things i am doing so why push myself to use up more energy on my brain. I also figured that no one will ever really read this or my stories apart from my closest friends.

I moved kitchens on monday and it's a bitch trying to get the energy to wake up each morning and it's a constant struggle trying to keep my eyes open, even now they feel like they have sawdust in them and i would do anything for the ability to freeze time for a day or two and just sleep.